Vent/life recently

So, I met a friend name Emerson, love her to death and she’s high maintenance as shit, I’d do anything for her. We have the same music taste except she’s more folksy lol. Unfortunately we lost contact because of her parents, she could b dead for all i know. She’s desperate and I know she would kill herself. Anyway, I’m in mountain currently, I fallow the rules of mourning in the Victorian times, I just think it’s right.

We started a project together called gequaltes aufgeshnittenes hirschelder, it’s a very unique and in my opinion, revolutionary proj. Go check it out. I also have some other new ones like Verta kveisa, sefask. Injecting amitriptyline, and the newest, iluna Bethesda. Up until Lakomas(Emerson’s stage name) death, I have been doing absolutely and positively amazing. I feel like a part of me is empty, forcefully ripped out of my hands. Hah I’ll go right an album abt it. Anyway wishing everyone a good physical and mental health.