I want to go home. (vent)

You ever just wanna cry, but you can't? You've gone so far holding back tears that you can barely release them? Yeah this me right now. So much, too much is happening. The creator of UNDERVERSE is getting cancelled, I'm tired, both mentally and physically, I haven't slept all night, my mom snapped and brushed me off multiple times, and no matter how many times she apologizes there will be hurt in my heart. And to top off the ice cream fuckerly Sundae, I'm super far from home. Of course, I'm only gone for one more day and this is over, but it's still hard. I want to be in my bed, I want to see all my animals. I want to feel normal and not have to fucking ration my medicine cause we stayed for another week, i want my safe place that is my bedroom, where I can cry it all out, I want to go home. 

(I know this isn't normal of me but I just needed some where to vent it out)