Dumb shit

Yeah, life's been a bit complicated in the past months.

I got a girlfriend and things didnt really end up well with her, and now she's been talking shit about me with random people she doesnt know at all, and also she sent me a long message as her "last act of love", in wich she told me i was a bad person and all the shit and trauma I went through when I was a child was, the abuse from my mother and es partners, apparently I deserve all of that.

That's just not something you say. I understand the terms of our brakeup were not the best ones, but that doesn't mean she can make fun of my trauma and insecurities like its some shittalk show with people that don't even know me.

I would never bring up her insecurities or trauma like that, just-, just no. It's so unfair and disgusting of her to do that, and I'm honestly glad we broke up, because if that's her last act of love, that a fucked up love that im glad I got away from.

And even so i still hope she's okay and doing fine, I hope she heals and goes to therapy and finds someone that's fit for her, because I would never try to fix things with ger, not after everything she said about me.

And that seems to be about it, thanks for reading this rant, love you all.

Oliver out.