Yo

I haven't logged on here in like a year but I'm back. I just felt like writing. Its been a great year so far. Moved to Louisiana back in May to get married. Just turned 24 earlier this month. Got my first salaried job last week. Life's good baby! 

I feel like a legit adult. Its weird but at the same time it feels totally normal. I dont feel in too deep or worried about my future. I'm looking forward to what's to come in life. I feel solid. I also feel kinda old. Old in the way that I think about how young I am and how its not gonna last forever. Not in a negative way, but like an "oh yeah, that's just how it is" kinda way. Like I see it coming but I'm not stressing. Just trying to take in the present and live in the moment while I prepare for the future at the same time. 

Living in Louisiana long term is weird. I went back to Ohio for the 4th of July and it felt so short. I'm really gonna miss those long breaks of time that I was back at my parents house. I miss my Ohio friends too. I'm so lucky to have a solid friend group. We still chat on discord and play games every week or so, but its not nearly as fun as when I'm hanging with them in person. Luckily I've got a few friends here that I hang out with a few times a month. 

That's all for now.