my life isn't necessarily horrible.. i have friends, good grades, no problems going on at the moment really, i'm content with my life (not happy not sad, just content) but this is something i've always thought about, it just gets worse when i'm in a shittier place lmao

sometimes i just want to disappear from everyone's lives like block everyone without context, become even more quiet irl than i already am, and be forgotten

i have multiple reasons i can't and won't do that tho and i know it'll never happen even if i tried

but idk if i'm the only one who gets these urges lol

i'm just kinda bored of this life

and i wonder what people would think

would they even question it?

also new blog layout :)

hope it works lololol