romance rant

AGGHHH..i just realized that i like this one guy, which is weird cuz i dont rlly want to like anyone rn. ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ but like idkkkk. im like rereading rants he sent me so i can memorize it all. i listen to voice messages he sends me daily. i listen to a playlist he made daily. i catch myself giggling and turning pink at so many things he says. AAAAAA!!! now id usually be SO SO HAPPY I LIKE SUM1 RN!!! 

if it wasnt DAYS after i got out of a relationship. i feel like an asshollleeeee....like i broke up w my ex cuz im trans n hes straight, sooo. i already was kinda detatched, but like. i loved him. and this feels weird. AAGGGHH!!! romance is a BITCH!!!! whyy do i have to like himmmmm.... WHYYYYY!!!!!! WHYY!!!!!! pleaasseee cupid STOP SHOOTING ME ALREADY!!! DO YOU HAVE AN AUTOMATIC BOW OR SMTH? DAMN!!!! uggggh why do i have to fall for him. right after a relationship. AHSHNENDND. AAAAA. 

like im still a teen, i should be living life, but no, here i am, blogging about a STUPID CRUSH!!! A CRUSH!!!!!!!! AAAA!!!! chaaattt. I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!! AAHGHGH!!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD ALREADDYYYY!!!!!!!!! OUUUTTTTT!!!!! AHHAHAGHEHDNBF!!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

epic outro! KA-BOOM! ☆ミ