my TRUE feelingz

at 11:32 in the morning, 

i write about my life nd how i feel abt it.

i dont hv much friendz

nd if i do, theyre not rlly my friendz.

i usually only truly hv my gf, ana

but evn she cant alwayz help me.

she triez her hardest, but sumthing alwayz messez it up.

i understand im probably ruining her life 2.

my only true friendz would be tiffany, ashly, damian, khamryn nd ronnie

but honestly, most of them i barely speak 2 now.

i hate school

it pressurez me.

i hate camp

it pressurez me more

but w/evr makez my luv happy.

yesterday, we went to a concert

one of the only good thingz in my whole life, aside from meeting her in the 1st place.

i wont be seeing her 4 a week..

shez going 2 pennsylvania.

i will hv nobody 2 talk 2, only if she textz me

which will most likely not happen.

i alwayz upset my family

i lost 30 dollarz bc i fell asleep on ana in the car

i cried so many timez 2day

i hv a non-stop headache

nd i miss my gf.

i wish i could sleep but i worry abt her 2 much that i cant.

i jz wish she wuz happy, 4evr.

nd ana, my luv, if u see thiz, 

u can tell me evry way 2 make u truly happy, i will do it.

i swear on my life.

i love u

end of blog.