Nothing

I wish I was there. My ambitions are hollow. My heart of a swallow is not even free.

I hate that I hate. And I hate that I love. But if I was there. I could be so much more.

Nothing is real. Life is just a bad illusion. Lies are just lies. On the skin is just a tie.

I'm not me. I'm someone but me. There's nothing here but me.

I couldn't prepare. My sins are unfair. There is pain in the hole on the earth.

Nothing is fun. I swear. Useless garbage to vomit. My mind is a storm. The calm before the storm.

There is nothing.