Just me talking

In all honesty, life is sort of good rn.

Getting home from work, I don't need to pick up a call saying hey your mother's tryna punch me, making me go all the way to their living space and stop some argument or fight between my parents old asses, so I can just lay back and draw something, maybe go out and get myself something cute. 

I think ghosting in my socials is the best option for now, It'll be fun to see what I'm texted when I get online again. Probably nothing but hey, that's life right? Few people will ever truly care about you, and much less so on the Internet. Doesn't mean I have none though. I've got some friends in this world. I deeply care about them and their well-being, they've been there since day 1.

As for my Ex, I'm not sure why she's stalking me, given she does not want me. It won't take her long to stop though, she'll find someone quickly. I guess I kind of care about her, and would help her if she truly was in need. But I won't go looking for her, none of that bullshit. Would life be easier to get through if she was here? Yeah. But then it wouldn't, cuz once the side effects of love wear off, your left feeling like shit. One sided love is a harmful thing hm? I'll find someone too, it shouldn't take too long.

I honestly don't have much confidence anymore, maybe my new job will boost it a bit. 

I talk to much.

Goodnight.