i'm obsessed

i've been watching mukbangs ALL DAY 

it's literally the only thing i can focus on wtf.

even on call w/ HIM (ykwim, the guy i might i really like a lot) i wasn't paying attention bc i was watching mukbangs..

last time i became so obsessed with food was when i was sorta ill help i'm scared lmaoo

HE (yk) told me "you better be eating" but, even when i'm hungry, i feel so sick after, so i haven't been eating a lot. probs why i' so obsessed with ppl eating :(  it's upsetting

anyone knows how to fix this ??

(ps :I'VE MISSED HIM SM and he made me a discord banner !! im so happy he's the cutest)