1 month b4 uni

I will soon be a college freshman, and I have no idea how well I will do. I won't say I am completely stressing about it, I just don't know what the future has for me, and that's nerve-racking. I feel stuck day by day, just keeping "live in the moment" in my head. Every moment of my life is incredibly boring, and I think I'm partially responsible for it. And I am not a boring person, I literally swear. Is this the feeling of growing up? Jesus