assorted thoughts // blogpost #??

Edit: What the fuck?

Im not. hm.

Well this is unique.

im really fucking tired right now and just wanted to say some words before I sleep, so I'm gonna keep this short.

.. what was I gonna talk about?

oh right.

Have you ever wondered what it would sound like to snap an angels halo? what itd feel like? I have been, lately. Kinda.. weird as shit, ik, but. what would it be like to sever a holy beings connection from its divine source?

I'm imaging it starts with a ringing. like tinnitus, I guess. it grows louder and louder as you use more force, accompanied with the sound of fractures spreading across a piece of glass.

As it gets closer to snapping, its light would change. something other than the pure white light itd put off before. There would be more to the noise of something breaking. A growing tension in the air, the smell of ozone and copper radiating from the cracks in the halo.

White lines spead across the once pristine surface, the ringing grows even louder and sound of fracture increase in speed and pitch and just as it breaks, the world falls silent for a moment. Senses go dark and all you can see is the halo, beginning to fall apart. The sight fills you with a deep sadness, seeing perfection sundered. But you had to know what it would feel like to destroy beauty, you just had to know.

Then all returns in full force as it finally breaks. Overwhelming compared to the oblivion that came before, and the sound of some shattered crystalline.. something spilling across the ground. it reminds you of stars, seeing those points of light flicker and die out.

then the angel just fucking dies or something, who knows. this isn't about her, she's just kinda along for the ride. maybe she gets off on it, I dunno! could be anything really.

Mm, well, that was something. Idk if that actually sounded good or coherent, I'm. not doing so hot right now so probably not.. whatever. I mean its not like it matters, nobodies gonna read the damn thing

except maybe cosmic. hey cosmic

 Time to lay in the dark and pretend to sleep until I actually do! Have a good life nerds on the internet