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I have a secret that I have been keeping from all of you for about half a week. I got so physically nauseated during a walk, something I neglected to mention in my entry that day. Normally, I do not really give attention to nausea or stomach issues that I have because it is such a normal occurrence for me. I am often sick, I am often nauseated. but rarely am I ever doubling over and almost vomiting on the sidewalk, feeling the bile pressure up my esophagus. It was every few minutes that I was pausing in the midst walk to bend over and almost lose the chicken I ate for lunch. The question on your mind is most likely why I didn't just head home and I continued to walk (for actually a full hour and thirty minutes, which is even more insane). Well, I had a step goal. I wanted to work through my pain and sickness as best as I could and just complete the ten thousand steps I wanted to do that day, even though I was sick and it was a bit late at night. You may not have picked up in my whiny sounding posts, but I have a tendency to brute force through work due to an all-or-nothing sort of mentality I have developed as an Honors student throughout my years in school. If I have not finished a goal that I set out to complete, then I must wait until it is completed to seek out my comfort. I don't recommend it for others because I am aware of how unhealthy it is for me, however I feel a biting sense of anxiety from the lack of termination of my goal. It's probably why I struggle with the previously mentioned issues with enjoying the Journey of a New Skill. I think it's best to learn from my mistakes and just build a positive relationship with work and good habits, dear reader. (07/22/2024) — Mars ᓚᘏᗢ |
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