2nd Summer blog / (MY GRANDPA KNOWS SADE?!-and more...)

Currently listening to: Long Way 2 Go by Cassie

Hi everyone, I'm re-writing this blog (imma kms) bc yesterday I accidentally deleted it yesterday. I'll try to write everything I meant and more!!

How have you guys been? Hows summer been 4 you??

Anywayys, not to brag anymore, this whats been up:

-I've been on the countryside 4 the past week or so and it's been great. It's not much, like happening here but it's like a lil reset. I'm spending sm time with my family I forgot how much I've missed it. Since the sea is no where near here I went swimming in a river and guys it's SOOOOO good!!

-GUYSSSS I'm gonna be a cousin 4 the 5th time!!!! OMG guys I am SO excited!! I love love LOVE babiessss!! I really wanna have some of my own one day...like, a boy and a girl!

-I think my lil cousin loves me no more ;(( He's almost 3 and he's been kicking me and he hasn't said my name 4 the past week!!?? HE CALLED ME A LADY (I'M AOLMOST 15 WTF) I'm like FINE if some lady says that 2 me bc she may think I'm older but HIM boy what the actual fuck, I was crying SO DAMN HARD... but whatever he stil a lil baby.

-MY GOD do I love this song, Birthday Sex by Jermih!! I'll always remember hearing it live last year at the 50 cents concert. I'm so happy I went!! Also I love, love Unfaithful by Rihanna!! The song is sooo good I love hearing it on MTV and Rihanna is just SO beautiful in that music video...

-Guys my grandpa met Sade...yes THE Sade!! I asked him: "Do you know of Sade? I love her music." And then he told me he met her in Paaris back in the early 80s when he was living in paris 4 a month with his friends. She was waiting 4 a taxi and they saw it was her so said hi. And I'm Like STUNNED bc what are the odds but yeah my grandpa was very rich at that time and traveled the world, also I'm pretty sure it was her bc she had a show in Paris in the 1980 I think. Also, guyssss, I totally broke the Sade cd I borrowed at the library!! IDK how 2 fix it!! Any tips, PLEASEEE??

-Can we talk about late night walks and how they are so healing?!?! 4 the past few nights I went on the late night walks with my soulmate (my headphones) and just...heal. Like me,music and nature...just so peaceful. But guys, what they dont tell u abt the walks on the countryside is that there are soooo many animals. I literally saw wild boars on my way back like?! I stopped and saw a 4 legged black animal and I tought oh myb it's a dog or smthn but like, I GUESS NOT?! I realized it was a female wild boar bc after I saw the B.I.G. mother I saw like 5 or 6 lil wild boars and they looked SOOO CUTEEE!! Then my dad called me 'n I was like: I am JUMPING THE LIFE OUTTA ME over someones fence if she starts chasing me!!

-Also I MELT when animals want me 2 pet them!! Like, I was walking yesterday and a donkey saw me and walked over to the fence so I petted the donkey (mood rn: AAAAAAAAAAAA). 

-As 4 my book I wrote absolutely nothing since the last blog idek why I don't have the energy or the want but I'm pretty sure I'll keep writing it...but there is smthn I can drop on here, catch it: This is it,her vacation is over and she has to go home, shes in the car and she opens the window as the boy drives on a bycicle next to her car, they hold eachothers hand and cry as this is their last goodbye. They share a last kiss as her dad speds up and they loose touch and their hands forcefully let go of eachothers. She yells out:"I love you (idk what to name him)" and he promises her he'll visit her and write her letters...

-Few days ago I got my braces fixed up and UGH I HATE HATE HAVING BRACES LIKE TF, why tf does my hook peel off my braces just a day after I did my braces?!?!!? (I did eat chips but like it aint me HAHAH)

-And guys I am so lonely...i need a bf so bad. I texted this guy I met then ghosted bc he sent me messages but wouldnt reply to MY replies but I'm so dry to him rn I don't even like him... But you KNOW it's bad when your dad tells you to get a bf (yes mine did tell me that).

-Also I wanna learn to sew and like, I thrifted these ugly like, you can't even call those pants, they had like a sewn-in belt and so I cut them into a micro skirt that I would wear over my bikini but I'm so scared to get sm looks AHAHHA but the skirt looks soooo good and it's such a Paris Hilton skirt!!

That's been it guys, have a good summer, get tan, be sexy, be hot and be the icons you are!!

Don't get pregnant bitches,loves it!! XOXO

Next blog: In 10 days

Currently listening to: Yummy by Ayesha Erotica