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Long time no see, again. I keep forgetting this website exists when I have other things to do with my life, and yet I find myself coming back here again the second I don't.

I actually have plenty of things to be doing. I have commissions to be finishing, Artfight attacks to be working on, but the executive dysfunction and manic depression have returned as they always do as soon as I actually have something I need to be doing.

I applied for jobs in my area but no where wants me despite my pretty fuckin decent resume. I've had pretty much fucking nothing to do all summer because everyone else is busy with their jobs during the weekdays so I just sit around and rot and hope the universe takes pity on me.

I think the best news I have is I'm close to getting HRT. Just a step or two more to go and they'll get me started on injections.

Since my last posts I've gotten unobsessed and reobsessed with Jun Togawa. I started playing ZZZ but it's kind of boring after you've been grinding it for days on end. I wanted to start making music but I think I need to practice with online midi programs before I try anything serious. Went through all the steps to get a virtual MacOS machine running but it hates me and won't work anyways so that's a bust. I started getting into DIYing my clothes. Been making patches and shit for my Monster High jacket.

Other than all of that, I don't know. I'm bored with everything. Just coming here because I want everyone to leave me alone right now but I'm still annoying and need to yap as the kids say. You're welcome for the extremely interesting life update nobody asked for and nobody will see.