scary

i get so absolutely scared when one of my friends ask me a question like "what's your sexuality?", "do you like anyone?" "are you single?" like what do you want from me like i know there's like a 000.00% chance anyone who's not literally insane and on their last brain cell to actually like/ have a crush on my but still omg its so scary especially when its a guy friend like what do you want from me omg get away from me and its even worse when their like "i have something to tell you.." like erm.. no you don't shut up like actually shut up I'm gonna jump out a window but then what their gonna say was like SUPER not what you thought they were gonna say and its like such a relief but like also now i feel stupid like actually i feel so dumb like what