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hello, these are poems, uncounted, undated. the vile and the ugly and the yearning, well some of them :3 the ones that aren't that ugly to say out loud :3 they do not reflect my feelings for you altogether, nor do they affect how i see you as a person 0.0 they're just poems i've made to reflect the feelings i've been having in both the bad and good days of our relationship :3 i seem to have lost my edge, im sorry that they're not all happy, i hope you like them

schematics 

i can't build new rooms without pillars

you cant rebuild without breaking down walls

oh, my home

what will we do now?

For Slurmp, my Hyrulian champion

Maybe I was a hero.

a warrior who works for my family, my friends;

one who serves. 

I thought I would’ve needed to be yours, too. 

That isn’t the case, though

you’ve shown me you’re a warrior in your own light.

Not that I needed proof, anyway.

I’m glad I don’t need to serve you.

I don’t want to work until I collapse anymore,

and neither do you.

So I’ll do my best and be home,

be the home you go to after a long battle.

When the sun is setting and the breeze is cold,

let me linger, let yourself emulsify in my scent.

We can be each other’s home.

You can let yourself crumble, o’ warrior; 

for I will be there to catch you if you fall.

mimosa pudica

i stand here in nakedness

transparent and ugly

you, well-hidden away

i do miss it, i miss you

i miss knowing you

i long for a glimpse of your life again,

everyday, like how it was

but like makahiya, you fold

you fold and you hide

i do not mind at all, your clasping

that doesn't matter to me. i'll wait, 

i'll wait for your leaves to feel the air again

i know you can do it, i know you want to

and im sorry i wasn't careful with you

but i'm not like the ones who left, i'll never be

i will always stand close to you

i will wait for you, always

you can open and close how you want

nothing will drive me away 

meanwhile, i'll try my best to take care of you

meanwhile, i will love you all the same

a battle for your love

as much as i love you

as hard as i will fight for you

i cannot win against someone you want

as much as i want you, need you

i cannot win against the one you love

as often as i try to change, to get stronger

i can fight endlessly against dames who want you, my determination growing stronger with each triumph 

but my blade will shatter against one whom truly has your heart

my armor will bend and break against her ferocity

my flesh will strain under her strength 

for no one will ever compete to someone you truly love, someone you love no matter what happens

oh how my heart cries, for that is not i

[im half sure you've already read this one]

To my frilly love bug 

Sampaguita

“Sumpa kita” 

“You are my curse”

“You are my promise”

It is the essence of love, every kind.

You are my sampaguita; don’t take it badly

Curses aren’t always bad, 

Just like how promises aren’t always good

Both of them mean the same thing, anyway

I promise to bear everything with you

I curse myself to bear everything with you

Life isn’t always bad, or good, or neutral

Everything will change; but you will remain, my flower.

You will always be my friend, family, my lover

Through curses or blessings, through the soft and hard

You are my “sumpa.” Always.

mr otterson

i hope he doesn't mind

i hope he doesn't tell you

he's stained with my tears

ones shed in sleepless nights

ones shed in worry, in fear

tears shed over unresolved fights

he knows i trust that he won't tell

how much you weigh in my heart

how i stay up thinking about our troubles

maybe he'll tell you if you ask him

maybe i hope you do

i hope you care

i hope you need me, too

everything, all you

its scary, really

i'd like to climb that tree with you

(all you, all you)

you'd like that red mita i saw by iron creek

(all you, all you)

you'd be great pals with the people i'll meet

(all you, all you)

you like the same things as my best friend

(all you, all you)

flowers, games, music, the sky, the worms, rain

(all you, all you)

the birds, the trees and the bugs and slimy slugs

(all you, all you)

its scary, really

i upset you again today

please dont leave

(everything, all you)

please dont take yourself away from me

(all you, all you)

fin

i love you, please tell me what you think, thank you for being with me :3 im most grateful for you, and the things you do :3 i hope you stay happy, and i hope i am part of your happiness, my love

to another half a year of being together 

i love you with all my heart

'til next time :3