Feeling weird-sad-

I think i need to talk with somebody, i've feeling alone and weird and idk why tbh.
my friends didn't talk to me in all the winter break and i've done nothing but roll depressively on my bed, listeting to music and sleeping to avoid reality.

that's sound so pathetic 

i don't know what to do, no more. Classes starts tomorrow and I really don't want to go, I usually cry in the bathroom or I stay inside the classroom while my friends go for a walk or snacks and honestly im sick of that shit

i dont even know why im writing this here, maybe i just need to pull this shit out of me, in some way.

i just wanna sleep...