confession to sopor selling

My name is danny dan dansen. I live at ocean. This is my confession. If you're reeding this tape, I'm probably dead, murdered by my bestest moirail tavbro cockram. tav has been building a sopor empire for over a year now and using me as his chemist. Shortly after my 7th hatchday, Tavbros came to me with a rather, shocking proposition. He asked that I use my chemistry knowledge to cook soporfirics, which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. Connections that he made through his career with the subjugglators(thats true trust). I was... astounded, I... I always thought that Tavbro was a very moral man and I was... thrown, confused, but I was also particularly vulnerable at the time, something he knew and took advantage of. I was reeling from a mutantblood getting culled diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my fish aquarium. Tav took me on a ride along, and showed me just how much kash monay even a small sopor operation could make. And I was weak. I didn't want my fish aquarium to go into financial ruin so I agreed. Every day, I think back at that moment with regret. I quickly realized that I was in way over my pan, and Tav had a partner, a man named Gamzee makara, a businessman. Tav essentially sold me into servitude to this man, and when I tried to quit, makara threatened my aquirium. I didn't know where to turn. Eventually, Tav and Makara had a falling out. From what I can gather, Tav was always pushing for a greater share of the business, to which Makara flatly refused to give him, and things escalated. Makara was able to arrange, uh I guess I guess you call it a "hit" on my  bestest moiral, and failed, but Tav was seriously injured, and I wound up paying his medical bills which amounted to a little over 420,000 boondollars. Upon recovery, Tav was bent on revenge, working with a man named ClueClueless, he plotted to kill Makara, and did so. In fact, the bomb that he used was built by me, and he gave me no option in it. I have often contemplated suicide, but I'm a coward. I wanted to go to the subjugglators, but I was frightened. Tav had risen in the ranks to become the head of the Alternia lowblooded subjugs, and about that time, to keep me in line, he took my fish and matesprit from me. For 3 months he kept them. My boywife, who up until that point, had no idea of my criminal activities, was horrified to learn what I had done, why Tav had taken our fish. We were scared. I was in baddarkcarnival, I hated myself for what I had brought upon my fish and matesprit. Recently, I tried once again to quit, to end this nightmare, and in response, he gave me this. I can't take this anymore. I live in fear every day that Tavros will kill me, or worse, hurt my fish amd fishboy. I... All I could think to do was to make this post in hope that the world will finally see this man, for what he really is.