Why I have been not active on here

OK so I don't really think anyone on here really noticed that I wasn't active nor was idk upset?

But really I'm doing this for me and really for documentation for myself and my emotional state I guess?

So I have been super busy with getting ready for college(i've been taking prep courses) and finding a job(going to interviews),trying to get my drivers license(almost did but they made me do a test for my eyesight and I couldn't really see so they referred me to get my eyes checked,but at this point I already passed my drivers test with flying colors but for some reason I didn't pass my eye exam.)

Idk really my mental health has been mostly good,but I haven't been to a point where it hasn't been a year since I had to go to the hospital for my mental health.

oh and I turned 18 officially!(so I can stop lying to the internet about me being a 18 and not have to worry about pedos)

anyway,I'm just vibing....

Hope everyone has a great day and hopefully everyone is doing alright but if not then I wish I could do something but sadly I cannot except typing on my keyboard.

:(