slight vent. alot of words..Oops

I feel like my friends don't want to hang out with me, I think they are getting sick of me, I think its because of how much I talk about my camp that I go to every year. 2/3 of them where on red (mean dnd) and the other 1/3 was on orange (means ask for invite) I waited in my home world fr a little and 1 got of but the other 2 where now on orange. a soon as I joined them they told me they talked to an old friend that we didn't like, that explained way they didn't want people joining willy nilly but going on red has to mean something because normally when your on red its srs not just talking to someone. and whenever they get on together they never try to reach out to me so I can join. I feel left out,unwanted,annoying. the had a gc for a whole day and didn't seem to invite me untill the next day... I've been thinking they have a gc without me which is most likely true. we plan to move in w each other in the future but Idk if they even want to move in w me. I mean this is nothing new really I mean I've always been the odd one out of every group. I don't think they have noticed me being more distant or even noticed how much it hurts me. I would have said all of this in my BBFs server but all 3 of them are in that server they'd now I was talkin about them...this might sound self sentered but they don't seem to care that I with rarely get to text them this week when I'm away at camp...that all I have to rant about. I'll try to post blogs when I'm at camp and tell y'all how my day went yk.. 

LUV YA XOXO~