fatass

oh my god bruh i think im freaking anorexic i cant fucking believe that i used to think all people like with ed shit were seeking for attention but omg im so fat... like im not even being dramatic im overweight. My worst weight was 220 and i was 190 a month ago but since im at home doing nothing i overeat and at night i feel guilty and puke after. and last time i checked my weight  which was idk last week i was at 201 pounds.  im trying to lose weight a healthy way instead of devolving an ed.. i just have an unhealthy relationship w food for some reason like as much as i say im going to stop eating junk food i just lose control. I asked my parents so many times to stop buying cookies and chips but all they say is just cuz u dont want to buy junk food doesn't mean we dont want any its so hard to deal w that because its like being a drug addict except im addicted to being a fatass :(