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ok i lowkey miss my ex and im not sure what to do because i dont want to get back together with her but at the same time i do. idk if she will see this or not but probably not since she hasnt been online in months. i think i need to work on my communication skills before i go into another relationship. i think the main reason i broke up with her was because i felt that we didnt really know eachother and i felt pressured to date her. if i were to date her again i would do a lot of things differently. i like her but at the same time shes not really a good person but i mean neither am i. also my friends never really liked her and i felt a little bad because i didnt talk to her enough anyways if you see this (my ex) please reach out. im not the best at intiating conversation. how are you? ok bye and thank you if you read this whole thing.