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I got dumped twice in the same year. My last ex dumped me after my friend of 8 years and my paternal grandmother passed away. He told me he wanted to support me, but we couldn't be in a relationship. My most recent ex persistently texted me while I was ghosting everyone around me. We met after a month of talking, went on our first date, and stayed overnight at his place. I was meant to revisit him tomorrow, but he sent me a message telling me he felt disconnected.
I feel partly to blame for my recent relationship. I've been working the whole summer to gather enough money for my tuition payments, and he repeatedly asked if I could be available more so we could go on more dates. I can't rely on anyone to pay for my education, but he made it seem like it was such a nuisance to try to spend time with me.
I forgot to mention that my last ex-partner was 20, and my most recent ex-partner was 25. I'm currently 19.
Anyway, this was just my dumb vent post for the night. Feel free to leave comments?? Maybe some of you have a better common sense than I do.
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denim
man im so sorry for ur loss n all the stuff happening to u rn :( that sounds like its sucks
first, hope u manage to pay ur tuitions off !! n that u have fun in whatever ur learning abt in college ! remember to take breaks when u need em n to take care of urself in mind, body, n soul (can or doesnt have to be religiously, wtv floats ur boat :3)
second, ik im a bit younger than u r and still legally a minor, but idk i find it a liiiittle iffy ur hanging out n being in a relationship w someone whos closer to 30 than 20 like u are, but ofc u know urself better than me, so feel free to ignore that. just be careful is all ill say.
i think u might need more time to focus on urself n work through stuff thats really important and personal to u rn, such as ur job, ur education, n the loss youre going thru.
consider who/what ur support system is and which friends r actually w u thru thick n thin and will stick their neck out for u in situations like this one.
maybee lay low w romantic relationships for now until ur feeling more capable of adding another load to ur plate, ofc up 2 u n how u feel in the end but yea
i hope everything works out for u, n that u have a wonderful day/night n a good day at work n at school, take care n stay safe ! make sure ur hydrated n in the shade if its hot wherever u r ! :3 /pos /gen /p