feeling gross - blog 1

not enough to write for a blog and not a good enough subject for a blog anyways. i need to start watching what i eat again. i'll start the gym when i get to school. why do i always put things off? do i think it'll be easier? i'll try tomorrow to eat better. i need to clean my room. on second thought i'll make this a blog. once i get started writing i keep going. 

an introduction of sorts? i made this as an anonymous blog space for me to yap all i want about issues and joys alike. welcome, if you are here. if you know me already and find me, hello. i guess you'll get backstory and info on me as things go on and i have more to write about but im not going to go into some debriefing about me day one. 

i want to shower tonight but i need to finish the caseoh stream and then i'll be tired. add it to the list tomorrow. i want to keep myself busy tomorrow. i'll shower, do laundry and go pick up school supplies and stop at the comic shop to see if they have gerard way's new issue there. 

i dont miss my ex anymore. im glad they're gone. im glad i can enjoy the music they gave me again, it was good. it makes me want to buy a banjo though, i need to sell my other instruments first. 

the body aches for care from the mind that it cannot offer for it does not care for itself

tomorrow goals:

1) shower

2) finish laundry

3) clean room

4) get school supplies

5) eat better

6) schedule vaccines

good enough for me. you'll come to learn i like lists. i love lists. i dont fuck with schedules but my life revolves around lists. everything can be listed. it must.

covercat signing off