whats up guys

https://youtu.be/724lETBkhBA?si=GCQRy3RF6J7-0hMP

ive given up on all the dreams and aspirations ive had for my future but i still want to pursue taxidermy one day. ive thought about picking up dead rats off the pavement and practising on them but they have parasites and shit thats kinda gross. ive watched tutorials like i feel like i could but then again its not as easy as it seems. have you guys seen those taxidermied rats on etsy that wear clothes and go for like £200.. is anyone actually buying those? i probably would if i wasnt poor

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