"Why You?"

your words carry a lot of emotion, and i want you to know that it's okay to feel confused and uncertain. relationships and feelings are complex, and it's natural to have doubts and questions.

it sounds like youre struggling with self-worth and the fear of not being enough or being too different. but it's those unique qualities that make someone special and captivating. just as a garden with a variety of flowers is more beautiful, it's our differences that make us stand out and be appreciated in ways we might not expect.

pushing someone away often comes from a place of fear or self-protection, and it doesn't make you a bad person. it's a human reaction to vulnerability. what's important is recognizing these feelings and communicating them openly, just as youre doing now.

as for why i'm drawn to you, it's because i see something beautiful in you that you might not see yourself. sometimes, the so-called "odd" or "different" roses catch the eye and capture the heart precisely because they are unlike the rest.

if you feel like you’ve hurt me or fumbled with my feelings, i appreciate your apology, but i also want to assure you that relationships involve two people navigating emotions together. it's a learning process, and im here because i believe in what we have and in you.

let’s take things one step at a time and remember that it's okay to feel uncertain. we can figure this out together.

sincerely,

rei