I have to stop being lazy. (passionate rant)

I'm out here complaining about being broke and not having any work when I have been avoiding the type of work I should be doing.

I need to get back to 3d animation instead of completely abandoning it. Yeah, I actually put it out there. I'm being lazy and ignoring the fact that it's something I enjoy and something that alao pays money.
I think it's because of the fact that my classmates weren't in my corner when I had to initially drop out. I let it really get to my head and continureed to be disheartened and bitter. But now I can't spend a day longer wishing things were different. That time is long gone and the power is now in my hands and I can't just let my bitterness cloud my judgement anymore.

this will be a difficult task for me, i can't lie. But I'm stronger than my shortcomings.