bro why is being AuDHD so expensiveeee

my hyperfixation's changing quicker than my ex's gender dude ☠ like wdym i just bought all of this company's plushies and spent months of my life learning their lore and and listening to their music and yapping about them to everyone, just to move on to some silly lil band and not care about the lil plushie dudes anymore????? 

and like. the sensory issues dudeeee. why are all of the things i can wear without having a whole ass breakdown so fucking expensive like whatttt???? is it that bad that i want to go to school and not have to come home, run to my room, and rip it all off so i can get into my comfort clothes and sit in a dark room for a while???? like that shit's EXHAUSTINGGGG