Letting it all out

Letting it all out can be a lot and scary.  I have a fear of venting my emotions to friends and other people as every time I have done so or nearly every time I get hurt. or somebody takes advantage of me when I'm in such a vulnerable state. I have my friends that I love so much, that don't do that to me. I couldn't ask for better, I'm just scared of myself and I hate being seen as weak by others for venting so I'm just letting all out here. Just getting it off my head and chest, theres alot of things I want to say to different people that have come and gone out of my life. But, I know I won't get the chance. And thats okay, I'm okay :), I have so many positive things going on, and I love all my friends that I have, They'd helped and supported me throughout the hard parts in my life and I couldn't ask for more <3