Bad news, sorta feel horrible.

I told beep I didn't wanna be friends with him, and I TRIED to say it nicely..I swear...

but he just ended up sad, and hurt anyways.

ITS NOT LIKE I CARE, but its weird to just, have someone you're indifferent on cry because of you?? I used to be SLIGHTLY more sympathetic, or not even be anything at all, but Beep knows how to be weird with it.

I'm just glad this kid is gonna be out of my life for a good while.

I don't wanna feel weird and nervous anymore.

...

and I really don't wanna feel sad anymore either.

...what is wrong with me?

why can't I just stop being paranoid?

doesn't matter, maybe later today will go a bit better, since i'll be with Darnell

fuck Beep, or "BOYFRIEND" as he wanted to be called.

maybe i'll see him some other time.