7/17/24 sleeping away the summer

time: 11:35 pm

mood: anxious.. and sleepy

song of the day: anthems for a seventeen year old girl by broken social scene

eating: nothing

drinking: sprite

currently listening to: marigold by nirvana

hi!

so im very anxious recently. it maaay be to get back on my meds. also i have been sleeping as much as possible just to get the summer over with.. but every time i wake up it's still july! "abby why not just kill your self or something instead isn't that easier" no.. i gotta stay alive cause i wanna see how the thing with mckinley goes! and it better go good. or else. and my friend invited me to a discord server and mae me a mod for some reason. and these people were super annoying and rude so i just snapped and banned them! yay! i wish i could do that irl. ok goodnight!