To Those In HeartBreak

Being on the other end of a breakup is like ripping your spine out and other ppl expect you to walk. It’s a crippling feeling and endless cycle of grief, yearning, wanting, regret and strife. You remember all the little things you did together. Old movies, books, certain places, a town, the way a person touches you, the way someone talks to you, kisses on your forehead, the embrace of a one night stand. All of it, reminds you of what you have lost

In this instance you feel like it’s all your fault, like you had a chance and you blew it. You miss them terribly, feel as if no one else can fill that void, you don’t want to let go you want them to come back. You want to be in their life, even if it’s just friends. But you’re unsure if even that is a good idea. That it might be a fate worse than death, loving someone who doesn’t love you, and being at this limbo stand still…

Conflicting feelings, conflicting ideas and thoughts. All spinning around in your head. All you have is a wish, a hope, that they’ll message you.

I think I’ll try to reach out to them, one last time. Before this bleeding heart needs to let him go.