surprise visit

i  think i fucked up 

i kind of disappeared from my main social media accounts for more than 24 hours and people freaked out

wasn't expecting one of my partners to actually wait in front of my door LMAO

i'm sorry for them

i'm sorry they have to be friends with me

even more sorry they have to deal with a partner as selfish as i am 

i might relapse soon

alsooo, my mom asked me if i had ana

i don't think i do

i'm sure i have an ed, yes, but ana? probably not

whatever, it's not gonna change anything to know if it's ana or smth else, idrc