Just a sappy poem

Hi, i'm not a poet.

But i can tell you that i hate you how much i miss you, everything is very diffrent now. we don't call each other, let alone talk. But i understand, maybe in another universe, maybe we were closer, maybe we weren't children even if you would have loved the sweeter version of me.

you were everything to me, i miss you but i understand that we dont really understand each other. I heard all the songs you liked even if you didn't want me to, but i wanted to understand you so you could like me, i don't think you are a bad person but you're not longer here, you weren't here, but you were here.

Maybe it's ridiculous to talk about it now but i hoped that neither of us would change, but that was inevitable. But nostalgia hurts, you know, it takes me away. you understood me when everyone turned their back on me you were always there.

But life is beautiful, it continues as we will continue to grow, sunshine is better than darkness and being stitched is better that being torn in half, belive me. No one ever understood what we felt, not even us.

I miss you when i can't sleep and when i sleep i dream of you. I miss you when i breathe, live and laugh, this hurts,but it's not worth going to the hospital. This hurts, but you will learn how to fly even whit broken wings, both in the sun and in the night.

Thank you for everything, you where everything to me.