i hate working

i hate working i HATE IT!!! ive got summer vacation rn but ohmy GOD I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK TODAY. they scheduled me from 4 til closing which is 6.5 hours. i work at a grocery store and it is the dullest fucking job ever. 6 hours feels like a fucking eon. i would rather gnaw my big toe off istg. im going though becasue i cant not go. i justw ant to be unemployed and happy. at this point in time i dont even need to work to live because im fully supported by my parents (i barely buy new clothes and only occaisonally food). i only need it when im going on vacation and ive saved up enough anyway. i dont wanna do this anymore and capitalism eats at my soul istg. 

having a small tiny mental breakdown in my bedroom cuz i dont wanna go

im gonna be looking for a new job soon which is hopefully more exciting and hopefully also has a better pay cuz my pay rn is horrendous. 

i dont udnerstand how people can have dream jobs or ever dream of labour to begin with. okay thats all i gotta say byebye now gtg ready.  TTTTT <3