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Idk maybe I’m just tired but sometimes I feel so drained out that I don’t feel like doing anything at all but I constantly feel like I have to because time is precious and I shouldn’t waste it doing nothing. Texting people is draining and convos seem to take up too much of my time which I could’ve used for something else. I love watching films but same situation above, like I could’ve done atleast 5 different things in those 2 hours I spent staring at a screen. My body is exhausted but I don’t wanna nap (is it even called a nap if it’s already almost 8pm but I still have to wake up for dinner later?) cuz I’ll do that later anyway. I wanna draw but I have no energy or motivation, in the end I’ll just be at my desk with a pencil in my hand having done nothing at all. The Internet is so vast and large that the amount of media constantly being offered to me is overwhelming that it aches my head. Why must everything feel so much to me? I want to do so much but when given the time I just freeze wishing I could just do something. And I postpone all the things I should be doing like the History homework I received yesterday but I still have time for it until Friday so I might as well delay it a bit for the sake of…doing absolutely nothing. My brain has so many running thoughts I refuse to believe that it is silent for everyone else. This block of text was a nothing burger
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rzven
you aren't alone in this general feeling of too much things to do and internal pressure to do such things but end up not doing anything at all. i think the internet and all of its oversaturated glory has merged with real life too much and it is very overwhelming yet we are primed by companies to keep being on these apps so it is all a bit of a shitshow. i think a good thing to fight against this though cliche is just limiting social media use and goin out and doing stuff which tbh is easier said than done lol
I think what u mentioned above is why so many people have that desire to live in the early 2000s because the internet was not just new then, it was a privilege unlike now where most people have access to it through mobile devices. Back then keeping an online presence isn’t as important as it is now but like u said it has merged so much with our real lives that it’s hard to avoid
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