Yap yap yap

This is basically my first blog post, idk what took me so long to do this but yay first blog post. I am currently taking a big break from using twitter after me spiraling in group chats and repetitively reassuring people that i am not a bad person for stanning josh allen and respecting hailee steinfeld's relationship, though it sounds parasocial to say the least I still get nervous around some people the fandom because they're also pushing a narrative that he is a horrible man and is hiding hailee from the internet and her fans.

Personally, I really don't think that Josh is hiding Hailee from her fans. I think that the amount of harassment Hailee is getting for her love life is affected her mentally, which obviously as a public figure social media is super mentally exhausting compared to the average person using social media. And as Hailee's significant other he has to look after Hailee and her mental health, also pretty sure he is aware about the consequences if things go south (i.e: the deaths of selena, christina grimmie, the bjork stalker incident) so he's super cautious for Hailee's safety as well.

I am just a person who cares a lot say the least.

But enough about the yapping about celebrities and their safety, I picked up the sport flag football. I am not in a team just yet, but I am learning the sport, how to throw and catch the ball properly before getting myself in the field.

I dunno what to talk about, just a refresher: I am not going on twitter that often, I will return to twitter once my mind is clear and I wont spiral.

also im now bisexual.

xx trini