Boyfriend (who I am in love with) + still no AC (spicy. 18+)

 So, I understand nobody reads my posts especially considering I'm only blogging weirdly about myself... but yeah, my AC has been off for two weeks now. They tried to offer me fans but I already have two fans and at the end of the day I don't want to be responsible for more of their property because if it breaks then what, I would be paying for it! 
 The amazing man I have begun dating is an amazing distraction, though... he sent me 150$ within the first weeks we started talking again. I kissed him all over the first time I met him, and the second time.... I did so much more than kiss him all over. He is very tasty and completely obsessed with me. I love everything about him is perfect for me.
 He is patient and funny and around my age so he understands most if not all of my references and he loved the adult swim growing up and he is handsome and generous and has a good work ethic and is honest and basically I could not be a happier person in the world. It's practically suspicious someone so amazing could be so attracted to me! Sometimes because of previous trust issues I get so delusional or worried I self sabotage and am basically rude for no reason, it's not often with him but he acknowledges I am a broken girl and he's going to fix me <3 He wants a wife, and I want a husband, to me, we are already within the process of engagement.
 God bless all you lovely people and I wish you all successful loving fulfilling relationship success!!