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Lately I've been feeling tired, the only music that is bearable is sad love songs
If someone is curious of how sad love songs sound to me this is my playlist
Anyways, i was wondering why i felt like this, and i have two options
1★ This boy that im having feelings for but im not sure what type of feelings
2★The deep feeling of being hated for my friends, that I might got too attached to them n now they want some space but they dont tell me, so we just mutually get burned out by the uncomfortable feeling n we are going to explode.
I know that i have to get solve the first issue, but idk this boy just give me the sense that im giving too much, for too little.
Like i maybe too interested in him, but he is not in myself.
Its really awful to always be the one that talks first.
The things that keeps me attached to him is that i find them funny, nice, cool n the need to take care of him.
Like he is not that reciprocate, but sometimes i find him saying the most genuine and funny thing, that it makes me smile.
Like its just so funny to see him dont give a fck but i wish he would a give a fuck about me. I dont want to be the one admiring the painting, i wanna be muse, lover, and partner.
And for the second thing, that is something that always happens to me. I get weird vibes from people i know, and i start feeling weird n having bad encounters with them. Idk maybe i should just reset myself and ask them if its just me.
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Killore
Okay, i was kinda in your situation (still kinda am but coping) I personally think that if someone you're interested in and show it and express it and they seem distant is that you just need to let go, I know it's hard bc I'm still tryna do that myself but its definitely worth it bc they'll be somebody out there who we reciprocate the same love that you give to them. So don't waste your time with this fool yk. And your friends well I personally follow the rule that the ppl who leave never truly cared abt you and the ppl that stay well they're your forever ppl, but never forget the poison in the glass of water bc even the ppl u surround yourself with and put time and effort have flaws that sometimes hurt you.
Sorry if this wasn't the advice you needed or wanted to hear, Good Luck and know you're not alone<3
OMG thx so much atp i just needed to know that i was being noticed by someone else being bc this thing has made me feel so tired, So with this boy i dont feel like he is bad, i just think that maybe im not needed here yk, but im also thinking if i like him or not.
Bc the past weeks i've been feeling happy n angry about what he does. the worst thing is that i dont have a way to compare if he is different with me. I think that maybe is just he is not the type that gives n shows love always. I mean, i just feel like falling on a void while he is just facing me backwards (i mean its not his fault that im falling on the void but he is not doing something to stop it.
And with my friends, i will see how things advance.
thx so much for commenting, i really needed it
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Ofc and I hope things get better for you soon<333
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