hi

bro I get into a spiral abt this one girl who said she liked me and then told me to think about it and a week later i told her i liked her too and then she just said oh and then when i asked her to be my girlfriend she just laughed and she said no and said nice try and gave me a sticker and then when I started avoiding her and our and friend group because it felt awkward for me they replaced me with this girl right away and she acted and looked a bit like me and then they expect me to not have any hard feelings about it and then when I accidentally lashed out at our friend group they didn't even try to understand and then they end up being rude too and then the girl is like "ur mad cuz I got hoes" (me and the girl they replaced me w) and then I didn't do anything I just kinda stood there cuz she was my best friend for a while and then she also knows I used to sh and she kinda used that against me but not rlly its just cuz this one time me and her were joking and then i said something and then she kinda made a gesture at her wrist and I just looked at her. but I really want her. she was my best friend and I feel like I ruined it