lil personal update

I have TOO many animes, and dramas that I need to watch. It's like, I've finally finished a series, then there's more on my watchlist now than before I watched it. I always wanna watch new things all at once without finishing any other series. Or just rewatch the same thing over and over. I have so much shit to watch and here I am, rewatching Alice in Borderland..

I need friends with interests I like. I have some friends, but I need one that loves the stuff that I love, and prioritizes the stuff I prioritize. Yuno? I have my feminine friends that don't really understand me. I'm a walking teenage dirtbag, I need to experience, however. Not sure what. Yes I wanna live out Teenage years, but at the same time, I feel like I'm wasting it. Which I guess shouldn't bother me. I find myself comparing my happiness with other kids that prioritize completely different things.

Everyone around me is good at something, whether that be, cooking, singing, instruments.. I wanna be good at something, known for something. I cant do shit. So.. I tried, cooking. Yeah hate that. Singing, wtf am I doing.. And there's no way I can get my hands on an instrument. I fence, I play sports. As much as I wanna be known for that. I don't. 

I just bought some TX2 merch! Finally! I took forever. I can finally flex my Ghost Of L.A shirt. Honestly, TX2 needs to blow up. Underrated fr. Stream TX2

A lil advice: Don't let anyone tell you SHIT, stop giving a flying fuck abt shit. Life's too short to not just live a little. Do that thing you've been planning. Go outside, climb a freaking tree. Get off yo ass. Stop scrolling. You want Teenage memories. You wanna be able to remember stupid shit you did as a kid, teen, adult, and laugh. 

I'll try 'n blog more often, not that I have an audience, It just gets stuff off my mind, and hopefully helps someone relate. I hide myself, behind my words.

Night, Signing off. 

                              -Lost soul, AG.