Bored (*_*)

I'm very bored. I'm writing this bc i really have nothing to do (@_@;)

first, forgive me for my bad english `_´ 

a while ago i tried to k1ll myself and that made me stay in hospital for 1 month. on july 8th i returned home and since then i spent all my time with my boyfriend. about a week ago he started taking more pills for depression and anxiety, this caused him to have a crisis yesterday bc he is not used to this amount of pills. 

He moved involuntarily, hit himself, cried...

even though i have two seriously fractured legs, i tried to calm him down and hold him so he wouldnt hit himself anymore. im feeling hellish pain in my legs, but at least i managed to calm him down a little. i called his mother, we took him to hospital and stayed with him until the next morning. i didnt sleep, didnt eat, didnt shower, i just cried. 

as soon as he woke up, he looked at me and started apologizing for hurting me bc of his involuntary actions. his mother brought us food. we talked a lot until we could go home.

at 11am we returned home. as soon as i entered, his sister looked at me angrily, bc she never liked me FOR NO REASON. I LITERALLY SAVED HER BROTHER FROM A VERY HARD CRISIS AND SHE STILL HATES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have always taken my boyfriend, his sister and his mother to other cities, other states and other COUNTRIES and she continues to ignore and hate me. i always take them to the market before traveling, usually the purchases costs more than 200R$ and i pay for EVERYTHING they take and thats how she treats me. 

my boyfriend today made a video talking about his crisis and she judged him. 

Ok, i got it off my chest. thanks for reading.