song making

why is it so hard to make music?? its driving me crazy

its like everyone has already came up with everything

i came up with a intro on my acoustic guitar but i think it sounds too much like alex g's mary intro 

PLEASEEE LET ME COME UP WITH SOMETHING ORIGINALLL IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH

and for some reason i can only come up with stuff on acoustic guitars because whenever i try to come up with a bass line i cant..like i literally cant come up with one cause it either sounds like another song or it sounds like nonsense.

and for some reason the only things i can come up with is sad melodic tunes? I WANT IT FASTER DEEPER AND HARDER WHEN I MAKE MY MUSIC..

this is why i need to be in a band because im not creative at ALL...ill just let my bandmate direct/help me on what to do if they have a good idea....and no i will not be turning the volume of my bass down, we need love too

my dad just told me to write my own lyrics and drums and all that and go solo since i cant find anyone who plays instruments...but...how??? i cant make lyrics...i can barely make a bass line

maybe i just need to open up my eyes more and try consuming more inspiration. its probably right there onfront of me and i just cant see it

ill let you guys know if i come up with a good song and ill post it somewhere 

sorry 4 this long yap >_<

peace n love