Is life good or bad?

The answer is that it is neither good nor bad, only life sustains both, but I also have to say that life is total shit. I feel like it's a vicious cycle that repeats itself for millions of years. I don't like people who say that life is Good because there are also suicidal people out there not knowing what to do with their lives who take shameful paths. I would really like to be in a black void without having to worry or stress. I feel like a leaf in the wind without direction.