15/07/24

it's ray toro's birthday!

"the best of us can find happiness in misery"

-> date: 15/07/24

-> time: 17:11 (5:11PM)

-> listening to: until the day i die by story of the year

-> feeling: eh

-> gender: boy

-> orientation: idk but i really like women rn

ok so. i'm going to finland in a couple of weeks. i'm excited. might even meet my online friend in estonia. 

i've pretty much stopped throwing up, so that's good. i'm really tired tbh. 

working at the library is fine, i would recommend it, but idk. sometimes it's like no matter what i do, it'll never be good enough for me. 

like i (maybe) said in another blog post, i started talking to my ex gf again. she's changed, but not much. i hope she's happy.

"my hands are at your throat and i think i hate you"

aech, signing off... ☮