Anxious love (poem)

Your laugh is your most expression

Your laugh says it all

I just never know what it means

Makes me almost anxious 

What are you thinking?

What are you laughing at?

What are you reacting to?

Was that funny? 

Is that my response?

How do I take that?

Was that for me?

Should I keep going?

Are you interested?

Are you listening?

Did you hear that?

Your eyes watch me

Like you’re trying to find something

Something you want to be there

Like something you’ve been thinking about 

Like something you need

Something you’ve never thought so hard to find the need of

But something you don’t want to be there

Cause then, what does that mean? 

But what are you looking for?

Have you found it?

Are you just watching it as it comes and goes?

Does it come and go?

Is it always there?

What are you looking at?