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im pretty sure some people can maybe relate to this so im deciding to write abt it
im so scared for my future, im going to be a senior this year. basically my last year of school. i'm gonna be 18 in february, im not ready to be an adult, im scared of going to college and getting a job and finding out im probably not gonna be able to even afford an apartment. i regret forcing myself to grow up so much, i should've enjoyed the time of being a kid and actually got to have fun. now i have to deal with all of this bullshit, i wish life was easier but it will never be easy especially whats going on right now.
sometimes i wonder if i can even get my dream job, i really want to be a fashion designer but i dont even know if that will help me live on my own, i know the past jobs i wanted dont pay enough so im scared abt this dream job being the same too. what if im stuck being miserable in some boring job, i dont wanna live like that at all but i feel like thats gonna be my only choice if being a fashion designer doesnt work out.
i have nothing else to rant about so byee
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❥ antwke
ive just been saying type shi and winging it so far and it honestly works
「 Bea๑ 」
it might take time to get where you want, but i am sure you can get there! the future is indeed scary, and uncertain, but i hope there are people around you who are able to help you and offer support if you need it!