My 25th Birthday is Tomorrow.

We always made the holiday meal together... And I'd always spend time with my Dad even a little bit on my birthday. 

My last birthday I just read the last card he ever gave me when I turned 23... And I'll do the same thing tomorrow.. Ive been crying alot today...

And as I look at my son I know in my heart I'm doomed to leave that little boy one day when I too am old and ready to die... I don't know when that will be, or how long it'll take to get there, but I just want to make every moment before then count with him.

I just... I fucking miss my Dad so much man...