Idk maybe im crazy but

maybe its hard for me to find love, or a relationship with people who actually like me back, because people have told me i'm "unapproachable" or im the only goth girl in the entirety of south Florida. idk and i think im just over thinking everything.. but its also like yk after years of experiencing school alone or in only one relationship that lasted like 3 months ya start to like think things. but im literally in college now so what can i do abt it ik :3